"Forgiveness will never fail to free you."
— Jerrold Mundis
Why does this phrase (only words, right?) weigh on me ever so heavily?
Jeepers, creepers… I post ‘inspirational stuff’ ALL the time!
This phrase -all of a sudden- prevents me from pressing the ‘enter’ button.
Why? Really… WHY?!?!
Not a victim. Not a survivor.
I don’t believe in goals but -all of a sudden- my goal is to come to terms with this ONE phrase.
Is it possible that I have forgiven but since I have yet to forget, I am not free?
I have long refused to be a slave to the absurdity of my predecessors’ ideas of a decent and decorable life.
Have I really forgiven?
Am I honestly and truly free, as I claim to be?
Are these just ‘words’ pretty to read? Without substance, without truth?
Have I been spinning my wheels, spilling my guts, to this semi-present, semi-absent audience, for nothing?
Who the friggin effin fruggin eff cares?!?!
Todo acaba y todo queda.
Nada importa y todo es.