endless anything, love full forever
for the days are not always long, and the skies are not always blue; remain warm, thoughtful, and yellow…
post-post-punk
I could stop, but I don’t
maybe because I don’t really want to
maybe because I don’t know how
it could be that I just can’t
I can’t
and I’m so tired
so tired…
I will not stop
because stopping is quitting
and I do not quit
unless I want to
and I don’t want to
I’m not a quitter
I’m not a label
but if I quit to prove a point
then I would be a rebel
-another label-
no
no labels
no compartmentalization
no separation
no labels
no judgment
no labels
no segregation
no
it’s not happening
I’ve grown so tired of entitled fools
“I have this, and I have that”
tell me, you, entitled one:
what exactly DID you have
when you made your grand entrance
into this life?
were you born with a crown?
a certificate signed by the very gods stating:
“this here human deserves better”
did you?
ahhh…
patience
patience is truly a virtue
and, if you are still reading this
I thank you for yours
for this rant leads nowhere
except to your own thoughts
may these words have an impact
may these words heal you as you read
as much as they heal me as I write
Kindness, is the answer
arranco velo
me consuelo
de la vista
mi conquista
no me administra
con desvelo
mi cielo
que celo!
me rompo
en uno
en dos
en tres
y me recojo
alreves
me desvanezco
despues
me alegro
me marcho
me deshago
me cuajo
(y me cuago)
me desenvoco
convoco
desvanezco
simple pretexto
para besarte
adorarte
difamarte
seducirte…
adoptarte
arreglarte
estremecerte
mecerte
alivianarte
convocarte
iluminarte
conocerte
ilusionarte
sonrojarte
imaginarte
vivo
conmigo
con cien testigos
y
en
ese
momento
(ay, guey!)
apapacharte.
hola
y
adios
y
hola
de
nuevo
mi
amigo
unfolding
and revolving
enticing
revising
and dicing
resolving
involving
dissolving…
generating
creating
regurgitating
emulating
no.
not emulating,
h.o.n.o.r.i.n.g.
remembering…
changing
change
change is here
loving-it
embracing it
enjoying it
sabemos
decimos
andamos
viajamos
a jijo
que duro!
sin acentos
sin aciertos
decidimos
coincidimos
desgraciamos
y
nos vamos
a jijo
la regamos
nos dormimos
bebimos
dos siglos
de angustia
de dolor
de clamor
de encanto
te canto
bonito
clarito
bendito
senorito
desgraciado
malgastado
malpagado
desvenado
malparido
bienvenido
desnutrido
bizcocho
panocho
teporocho
y…
malviajado
malviejado
desaventurado
bienaventurado
convalescente
malviviente
envejeciente
malohliente
vehemente
intransigente
cuajado
enajenado
malhamientado
hambriento
sedientiento
cursiliento
mal aliento
(ahi te van unas mentas, cebollo!)
previento
adviento
adviento
y soporto
el incremento
de la bondad
y refuto
la hostilidad
tanto como la estupidez
recibo
concibo
inspiro
la hermandad
la humildad
tanto como
la sensatez
y
por simple diversion
pico la cicatriz
que la maldad
alguna vez incito
y en sus intentos
resulto en sensatez
todo al reves
como la vez?
bonito, o no?
la verdad es que solo la verdad es verdadera
la verdad es que las palabras son no mas que sonidos
sonidos que suenan bonito
la verdad es absoluta, casi siempre
Y, que bonito es casi todo!
Verdaderamente.
Te lo dejo de tarea. Si. A ti.
~Maria de los Angeles McLane Valencia
You have been away now for longer than I care to think of…
Your departure affected me in more ways than l will ever know.
Even so, I need not close my eyes to see your face…
For you are forever present.
Forever is a long time.
I stand by my words.
y se acaba cuando empieza
y empieza cuando acaba
olor, dolor, calor
comienzo, reviso, reparto…
reviento
te veo
te huelo
te toco
te siento
somos uno
somos nada
te digo un secreto
guardatelo
promete silencio
nunca lo divulges
nadie ha de saberlo
si te lo digo
es tuyo
es mio
es nuestro
nuestro
de nadie mas
puedes?
quieres?
te creo?
no
no te creo
y no te digo
ja ja
eso te pasa por ‘labios sueltos’
un dia de estos, chequeteto…
i welcome death as I welcomed life
without expectation, promise, or delight
without fear or knowledge of an exact time
i welcome death
as it surely will come
precisely, as all things come to an end
only to transform themselves
into objects of beauty
for ultimately
beauty becomes
before the eyes of its beholder
